I finally have a few hours that I dont need to think about work.  It has occured to me that I have not been in this country for 8 months yet and already I feel like I have been here for years.  I still dont have a date of when I can go home yet. I hear sometime next month but that could change. It feels like time should be dragging but in reality, ( Read more... )

Some history for you guys that dont completely understand how I ended up with a boyfriend while deployed.  I had to get something done for work one night and the normal guys that I deal with were not working so I ended up getting help from this other guy. He had an awesome voice that I loved right away. I had no idea what this guy looked like just ( Read more... )

So I am going on leave Thursday. I feel safe broadcasting this since Lacie already knows and Windy doesnt talk to my mom.  I go to the airport tomorrow and find out what time I am leaving. I have to go down to Kuwait to attend more suicide briefings. I feel more depressed going to those stupid things than I was before.  Just let me go home and I ( Read more... )

So its 02 and I got off work 2 hours ago but decided to read the stuff that L posted.  When I accepted you as a friend (on LJ not in real life), I didnt see the option to get notification of when you posted. Im kinda glad I didnt. Man. Kidding.  I posted a lot of comments and some might have come off as rude. Im sorry if you got that impression. ( Read more... )

So I can get the local news over here. I know that the gang banger that killed the TCSO deputy has been found competant to stand trial. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!! He needs to die for what he did. Who the hell does he think he is by killing someone that was risking his life to protect ours?  I am glad that 12 people are smart enough to see through his lies ( Read more... )

Its a quarter after midnight and I should be sleeping because that is what is supposed to happen. I just dont want to.  I have no reason not to. I dont have nightmares or anything like that. I just dont want to go to bed. I feel bored.  Hopefully its not just me but you know that bored feeling where nothing sounds fun?  I have that. I dont want to ( Read more... )

 I talked to my dad yesterday and I found out something interesting. He thinks that I am coming home in the middle of October (if anyone tells him different, then there will be an angry rant) and I guess he has already invited his dad to greet me at the airport. The plan would be to pick me up and then take me to see where my grandpa is living now ( Read more... )

Sorry that its been awhile but thats how things go. I got an email from my friend in NY. She already has 2 kids that were both born 6+ weeks before their due date and she wants another one. First of all, she isnt the brightest person to have kids.  Shes kinda ditzy but since she hasnt killed them yet, they are in better hands than some females.  ( Read more... )

 I have been asked to move to germany by my ex. Now dont get me wrong. I would love to go to germany again but he wants to live there. Im not so sure about that since I dont see much of a law enforcement career there or my friends and family.  Plus he has 2 babys mamas so there is my ready made family.  Im not ready for that drama and I know there ( Read more... )

 I have come to the realization that females arent the cleanest people. I know that the two people that are reading this, are in fact female but you guys know what I mean.  There is not morning/afternoon that doesnt go by where I try to find a sink without hair in it so I can brush my teeth without getting sick.  If you are at a sink or a shower ( Read more... )