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so far today
Calories: (981) = +4 EDIT: 1737 = +1
Veggies: (none) = -1 EDIT: none = -1
Water: (none ) = -1 EDIT: ( 3) = 0
Exercise (misc.) = 0 EDIT:(<100)= 0
Journal (both) = +3
( the part where i explain myself ) -
i need a competition
against myself some kind of point system ( Read more... ) -
i love my life
I feel really good. Right now I feel like I could eat nothing but salad for the rest of my life. I went walk/jogging today, not for very long because we have freezing rain here (and I have no cover for my ipod). But still, I feel great about it ( Read more... ) -
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so, i'm really interested in fitting into my clothes and being able to look in the mirror. all in all i have an advantage being 147 lbs because it will be easy to lose the weight at first ( Read more... ) -
a little older and wiser
that was all a long time ago ( Read more... ) -
tim
i'm totally still in love with tim. Through all of this, through everything. I just feel him, I just need him here beside me. I have broken my vow of silence about him and it's still just as bad... a year and a half later, I have improved as a person, and he says he'll have a "belly laugh and a cigarette" when i die ( Read more... ) -
praise jesus.
i risked my life last night and took ipeac syrup. I usually don't because it can cause instant heart failure. But I did. I binged on a piece of pizza, a snickers and a small bag of doritos. I still couldn't vomit. I did manage to gag a bunch. *sigh* Doritos was the first thing I ever purged. I remember the color of the vomit being such a ( Read more... ) -
it's always darkest before dawn...
God is on my side. woo-hoo ( Read more... )