Reckless I am, Learn to let go I must. Patience.

I found a box of things today.

Man tonight was not very smart. This is a day I would like to forget about. I have been drunk straight through the last 2 days trying to get over Heather. I found out shes with the guy she cheated on me with. And that he left his wife. Tonight I drove around very drunk for about an hour, just trying to pick a fight with a ghost. Not literally a ( Read more... )

Conveniently enough my heart died today, so I have a vacancy for you. What doesn't fit, is that we are not unlike each other. We are both going after something that everyone thinks is wrong and impossible. Deception. That is the name of our game. Oh and we could talk, but neither of us has a thing to say. I don't need words to see right through you ( Read more... )

Είμαι πολύ φοβησμένου αυτού που είμαι ικανός, εάν η Τετάρτη πηγαίνει άσχημα. Προσεύχομαι ότι μπορώ να χειριστώ τις συνέπειες της κατάστασης που είμαι. Κανένας και τίποτα δεν μπορούν να παρηγορήσουν αυτό όταν γίνεται απόλυτο, αυτή τη φορά θα με κυβερνήσει.

Dont ever accuse me of being a bad friend, When was the last time you returned a call, its like pulling teeth to get you to do anything. And people who want to know something outsourcing information, thats lame. Get a grip, damn it, were fucking friends why would I do something to hurt you. And on the other hand im not a coward if I had something ( Read more... )

Last night was great. Had a really good time, Tequila and my head don't get along apparently though :p. Anyway Horoscopes are saying some cool things to me. Hahaha yeah I know Horoscopes are for losers. But I want these cool things so bad that I don't care if I'm a loser. Eggo Waffles are delicious. My Hair is a new color. Who all is going to the ( Read more... )

I wonder, If God knows everything. Like everything that will happen, and has happened, H does he get bored. I want to sleep, But I cant. Im awake, and I E have to be awake, and I cant sleep A anyway. I have like 1000+ songs and none of them describe heartache correctly. Jazz songs come close without words, but they T dont hit the nail on the head. ( Read more... )

Well, I got let down by a close friend this week, I am almost nervous to look forward to anything anymore. Whenever I get excited, things fall through on me. It sucks being so jaded about everything, no one wants to be around me when Im grumpy. Im just about ready to disconnect myself from everything, shut down all systems except for life support ( Read more... )

Brad was one of the best guitar players I have ever seen. And he writes really good songs too. I heard a bunch of them for the first time and decided I really liked them. This concert was good, but Fridays was even better. I got an awesome video of Konstantine the whole song thanks to Tarins badass camera. Music and me, we go way back, and soon we ( Read more... )