Good god, I fucking wish I was normal.

I know everyone and their grandmas is writing about Robin Williams right now, but I think it just goes to show how much he touched peoples' hearts. He was a part of my childhood as I first saw him in movies like Mrs Doubtfire, Flubber, Jumanji and doing a phenomenal voice acting job as Genie in Disney's Aladdin. My Tumblr dashboard is full of ( Read more... )

This morning was awful. I didn't have the energy to get out of bed and even after I was out, I felt really sleepy. In my stupor I somehow managed to haul my arse to training. I was late, but I really didn't give a shit. For the first time in my life, I really didn't give a shit that I was late to something important. Maybe my meds helped with that ( Read more... )

I've just about had enough. Everything just seems like a fucking farce. I'm basically trying to "get on with life" just to please the people who keep trying to force me to live as "normally" as possible. Well, I don't fucking feel normal. The more I try to "live normally", the more I'm feeling disconnected from everything. Thank god therapy is ( Read more... )

Haha, so I'm attending another training course and there's a guy in it who looks like my ex, Darron. Not only that, they have the same accent, appear to have the same sense of humour (he even frigging laughs like my ex), the same sense of style, they're about the same height and... he's currently the member of the group I'm getting along best with ( Read more... )

I've played more of Tomodachi Life on my 3DS and the more I play it, the more disappointed I'm becoming. It seems like an unfinished game and in my opinion, there were many missed opportunities. It's becoming something to play when I'm really, really bored as opposed to something I'd play because it seemed like something fun to do. You do the same ( Read more... )

There was a large Hindu celebration at a temple this morning and there were tonnes of Indians in the area. Obviously they had come from all over North London. Everyone was dressed in their Indian celebration finery and looked amazing. A couple of roads were closed and the neighouring areas all received notification of it earlier in the week. So of ( Read more... )

These meds... dear God, these meds. Let me tell you about these meds. They are making me woozy as fuck and it's so frustrating that I have no choice but to put up with this since it's still the trial period. I can't just stop them without giving them a proper chance to know if they'll help with my anxiety and depression (meaning I have to be on ( Read more... )

It's currently 32°C in London aaaaand... my cat is broken ( Read more... )

Okay, I may still hate myself but I didn't mean it when I said I hated everything. I wasn't in a good place at the time. I love my friends and I love my family. I feel bad now about saying "everything" when I didn't mean it ( Read more... )