i am thankful of the few friends and people in my life, who have a ( Read more... )

blood has a strange effect on me.  i can stare at it.. for hours..


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so today i became a private first class in the united states army national guard.  hurray!!!... right?  eh, not everyone seems to agree.

"i, stephen matthew shuster, do solemly swear that I will support and defend the constitution of the united states and the state of michigan against ( Read more... )

in the moonlight, your eyes light up, and i can almost see ...

my balls hurt.  i think i'll be sleeping on my back tonight.

words cannot explain..

last night, i was cooking.  following me so far?  good.  okay, so.. there was this chicken breast, and i gave it a few slices, stuffed it with a little dose of seasoning salt, diced garlic, and finely diced onions.  then, i smothered this chicken breast with a golden italian dressing, while it was cooking on the saute pan.  and woah, it hit me.

if ( Read more... )

kara = sexy

sometimes, i don't know if what i'm feeling is right.  is it justified?  anyone ever have that problem?  eh, fuck it.

this song is amazing.

when you make love, do you look in the mirror?
who do you think of?  does he look like me?
do you tell lies and say that it's forever?
do you think twice?  or just touch and see.

when you're alone, do you ( Read more... )

woah!  i just finished a light workout and run, and let me tell you...

anyway, my legs feel like they're gonna fall off because of that excellent eliptical machine they have.  i have found the solution to chicken legs!  woo hoo!  i think i'm gonna eat something resembling chicken, and soak in the ( Read more... )

February 7th, 2005.

amazing.

anyhow, tonight i work 5-midnight.  all the little college goons ( Read more... )