so tour was fun, hectic but fun. it was a disastrous success. our new website should be up soon and we'll have all the new merch on there when it's finished. I'll link ya. more later... time to get some things done around the house.

I've made so many attempts that now I'm feeling uneasy. I'm feeling like I should have taken the hint last week but I'm too ignorant to realize that until now. My head has a feeling that is indescribable but comparable to being nailed down to the German autobahn during "rush hour". Mom always said that you've got to let the ones you love go and ( Read more... )

these photographs are no longer looked at as innocent ( Read more... )

i dont' even know what your face looks like ( Read more... )

these fresh tracks laid fresh in my snowy mind
lead to the darkest secrets i have yet to re-discover
these headaches will curse at you
these stomachaches will spew on you
my mind will continue to run long after i shut it down
why can't i be normal

i feel real dumb today i found out that the woman i love and want to spend the rest of my life with is probably fucking somebody else not even 2 weeks after we broke up. she asked me to work on a few things and i took it as an admission of sorts. basically her telling me that she still wanted to be together. how quickly things change when you ( Read more... )

i may regret what i'm about to do ( Read more... )

2 phone calls 2 voice mail 2 text messages and 1 email. and nothing ( Read more... )

i'm going to jail tonight... and it's for a crime i did not commit. how does that make me feel you ask... fucking splendid. yes i said it. fuck you to all... and a goodnight

i hate each and every one of you... especially the fucking "heartbreaker"... that cunt deserves and long and slow HIV infested death! i honestly hope she understands that the fucking world doesn't revolve around her... and her cell phone isn't GOD! someday she'll realize the only god she has is the one holding the fucking gun to her head!