Yo he decidido en que necesito escribir aqui mas porque es una oportunidad para practicar mi espanol y para buscar palabras que quiero usar pero no conozco. Entonces, voy a escribir mas. No se si gente lee esto pero no es importante. Lo siento que no puedo usar accentos o tildes pero el formato de livejournal no los sostiene ( Read more... )

just got back from the going away party at bryan's. good god. last time i might ever see kim. hopefully not, but very possible. i am very sad right now. i love those people... it's so fucked up that i might never see so many people ever again. they have been a part of me since i can remember... and now they are all nothing more than memories.

I have a strict policy of forcing myself to look on the bright side of any situation, and except in extreme circumstances, it always keeps my from getting hurt. It is a very patient process that takes more mental discipline than I'd like to discuss ( Read more... )

i don't update this much anymore but something just happened to me that i feel as a human being i need to share with the rest of the world. and yes, you guessed it, it involves me taking a shit ( Read more... )

"I have said these things to you that, in me, you may have peace. In the world, you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world."

Everything I said in the previous entry is officially void. I've never been as happy in my life as I am in this moment ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being a mindless little parasite, my happiness dependant on the moods and actions of those around me. This stupid herd animal mindset that the human creature is plauged with needs to leave me now and forever, especially when i can't count on anybody to satisfy this stupid fucking dependancy.

i'm not sure i've ever felt anything so profoundly painful in my life. it's a hollowness, a certain emptiness, an unfillable void that can never be covered. i could always do what i'm used to doing: give up and resort to the only thing i know, no matter how much i'll inevitably bleed because of it... or i could sit and wallow in pity for a month ( Read more... )

Don’t know who to trust ( Read more... )

Since I almost never update my journal, I think that from now on when I do, it's going to be in Spanish... 'cause I need to learn it well enough to speak fluently by the time I go to Mexico ( Read more... )