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Jun 11, 2004 12:27

it had been such a good few months until now....

... and here I am hyperventalating in a panic attack over almost nothing.
If I wasn't so sure it would make things worse if I cut... I would be such a bloody mess right now. But it's useless.
I'm useless.

I SUCK.

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_d June 14 2004, 13:36:11 UTC
remember to breathe, hang in there.

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sumcaduca June 15 2004, 21:08:19 UTC
Paper bag?

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13_stitches June 17 2004, 14:14:47 UTC
paper bag??

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hey lost_priestess June 19 2004, 19:41:24 UTC
hi, i fuond you through interests... and i hope you don't mind that i added you to my friends list. you seem to be able to write what i cannot put into words in my own journal. cutting makes things feel better when nothing else does... and at the same i know i don't want to be cutting up my arm. i can't get through this.

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Re: hey 13_stitches June 24 2004, 17:55:22 UTC
no, I don't mind that you added me at all.
I'll add you back.

lord knows I'd be cutting right now if I knew it wouldn't cause people to freak out about me.
Why is it that they always freak out when they see cuts? but never indulge me with a hug when I ask for one.

i'm so sick of crying.

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Re: hey mrharrymason June 29 2004, 18:49:14 UTC
People don't listen because they don't care. People only care about themselves. It's the sad truth. Luckily, there are people who do care, even though they don't have to. I guess I'm one of those people. Feel free to email me/msn me if you want to talk. I'm not here to take advantage of people or to make myself feel special. I'm here to do the one thing no one else does: listen.

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altavetra April 19 2006, 20:02:58 UTC
Hey! where are you nw? What are you doing, how are you?
Hope, you are better, then in 2004. Taker, you are not alone!
http://altavetra.livejournal.com/69848.html#cutid1

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syarzhuk September 7 2006, 21:54:11 UTC
Паважаны мадэратар belarus_america!
Ці не маглі-б вы забаніць спамэра, які кідае ў гэтую суполку матар'ялы, якія ніяк не адпавядаюць яе тэме?

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