well everyrthing in the world of payton is okay right now.
im getting Gradually ungrounded and i get to go to a show tomorrow so im pretty excited
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FUCK MY PSYCHO ASS MOM

so life is good as of now!
i get ungrounded on friday and im SUPER excited. ill get to talk to jacob on the phone even though he'll be at home :[
but he's coming home a week early to come see me! so me mavrick jacob & care can all chill.
the dance was fun ill add pics soon! so you can see all my new friends. im glad i have them.
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life life life
is a funny thing
i like a boy
he's such a sweetie
I dont think he'll break my heart
but im going to take things slow
after all
every one here is damaged as well.
♥ ♥ ♥
so many things are bad but when i think of him
stuff doesnt seem so bad
but when i leave school
im in prison again.

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ive decieded
im freakin psycho.
i cant decide how i feel about
any thing
its rediculous.
im tired of these feelings.
but maybe dec. 15th will give me a little more sanity back
i feel like a caged animal with no where to go.
i wont even sneak out
im making good grades
im trying to do better. ergh
BUT,
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i try to do better
i guess im just no good.
i dont do drugs any more
well at least not often.
thaksgiving sucked
the day after sucked
and
today sucks
i just want to die
iknow i sound like a retard but oh well
cant help the way you feel right?
CUTTING DOESNT HELP ANY MORE
and that scares the shit out of me
who knows what ill do next?
guess its time