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it's been 7 months.
since my last post, no cancer they said so far. i am now off a few of the meds i was on at last post. marriage shit hasnt changed. and right now, i am seriously thinking of walking out of here again. i can talk it all i want and i probably won't, cause this is all i have ( Read more... ) -
cancer, AGAIN
some of you may not know, cause i dont post here anymore, Two years ago, i went through Thyroid cancer, had the whole gland removed, i now permanently sound like i have a small frog in my throat ( Read more... ) -
why cant i let this go.?
two days ago, at a convention meeting. my boyfriend asked me if he could "stick his tongue down her throat" her, being someone we both know and like. now, mind you she was sitting right near me, so i don't know if she heard this or not ( Read more... ) -
mrry early xmas to me
so today we went to family law court for a judges ruling on our fee waiver ( Read more... ) -
having a bad borderline day, need to get this out of me.
these are what i feel right now, in crisis, filing for divorce, and possibly moving back to norcal, after 4 years of trying to make a new life here, and having it all fail at every turn ( Read more... ) -
flayed and laid open.
suddenly, i feels like my soul is on fire ( Read more... ) -
untitled
why now? why me ( Read more... ) -
today the doctor said.
my kidney markers are slightly high. Merry f'ing christmas to me ( Read more... ) -
recent updates
i went through radiation, had my body scan, and was told i have nothing left to do, i am cancer free now ( Read more... ) -
travel changes...
well, Amtrak wants an extra 170$ for hubby and i to stop the 3 days in San Jose, so we arent gonna be able to do it this time ( Read more... )