v for vendetta was 294798572985679x better than i expected. i gave it the benefit of the doubt and took myself to see it yesterday and i am very glad i did. PLUS he puts cat power's cover of the velvet underground's "i found a reason" on his jukebox!!!! the whole thing was intense. antony and the johnsons and other good tunes played in the ( Read more... )

"if you feel discouraged that theres a lack of color here, please dont worry lover, its really bursting at the seams from absorbing everything, from spectrums a-z." -dcfc ( Read more... )

lately its becoming painfully clear that everything is painful and nothing is clear ( Read more... )

today was one of those days where you have to strain to keep your eyes open, overdosing on caffeine even more than usual in a vain attempt to keep your mind alert and focused. writing all day. i thought it would never end. it seemed like relief would never come. but now im done and everything is printed out or turned in and now i am wide awake. id ( Read more... )

your god damn innocence frustrates me
but sometimes i forget
thank you for reminding me
little cycles bring out the bones
i am not amused
self control is a luxury i cant afford
angles and angles and corners and dead ends
scratch my skin til it cant heal again

by 4am i was wide awake. sick feeling and shakey. i feel better now but i still cant sleep. i wonder why i felt so horrible or how my body knew to tell me in my dreams so that i would wake up. i thought i had the flu maybe, but i think i'll be alright. now its almost 6am and i cant sleep, even though im very tired. school all day today, i will wish ( Read more... )

are these adaptations ( Read more... )

wow. woooooooooooow. this is the most ridiculous thing on earth. in a good way. i am becoming less rational and more of a pleasure seeking pig with every meeting. this is gluttony of lust. its like greed, its like a hunger that is increasingly insatiable. its like meaningful and meaningless all in the same act ( Read more... )

my self control level is nothing to be envied. ive been playing out this same pattern for as long as i can remember ( Read more... )

im not trying to be trendy but i may never take my leggings off. sleep, day, with tops, skirts, dresses, they are fully functional. a bit faded due to extensive use, dating back to their origional purchase somewhere in the mid 90s but that only adds to the worn in comfort and authenticity ( Read more... )