faith is a fickle thing when you're not really sure what you believe.

ive been in a pile of books and papers and handouts and notes all day today... every class has decided to have a big test and lots of homework due between tomorrow and tuesday and yet for some reason i started to veg out and listen to northstar of all things ( Read more... )

I need someone a person to talk to ( Read more... )

i am blank. stark. my brain is pressing against the walls of my skull trying to escape. i am both crushed and relieved all in the same sigh. the sensation of utter disappointment is marbleized throughout the waves of content that seem to flow among the cells within my veins as they pass through every muscle, oxygenated with every heavy breath, ( Read more... )

everyone left the house for some reason or another. and so i had the most hysterical break down i have had in a long time. there was screaming. loud sobbing. FUCK. i HURTTTTTTTT. THIS HURTS. uncertainty means certain pain. deep emotional heartwrenching WHY ME? or rather WHY NOT ME ( Read more... )

im convinced i have some form of esp. either that or i just overthink to eerie proportions ( Read more... )

never kiss someone you're in love with, knowing that they dont love you, and knowing they will kiss you back anyway ( Read more... )

malignant deadly cancer spreading ( Read more... )

if ive learned anything its that if i dont let things progress to their own designed intent ( Read more... )

what is it about a man ( Read more... )