i want to take a tape recorder into your bedroom
save your thoughts and words as proof
youre so much more than others see
i want to show them all why you mean so much to me

im thirsty, i had a glass of water waiting. but i was so content wasting away in your desert. yes. it was much more satisfying.

everyone around me is either falling in love or falling apart.

it caught me off guard to hear 'it was good to see your face'. i was ready to fall apart, racing toward the door, to embrace the cold and the fresh air, to breath. my mind was set on keeping down the lump in my throat until i was safely out of view. 'you too' i say and i mean it. but my kneejerk reaction was to collapse. its good just to face the ( Read more... )

am i not entitled to my opinions? its not my fault that you dont want to hear them. we're always in the midst of miscommunication. im always living life in my mind with the world the way i think it should be. i call myself a realist, but i reject reality ( Read more... )

theres no men calling. theyre all out in the night with their assorted broads and birds and lady friends alike. go to sleep little girl no one wants to play, not with you anyway ( Read more... )

my little fire has gone out. the one with the wax log. what did you think i was talking about ( Read more... )

i am the stone that you skipped on the lake and by the time the ripples fade from each mark ive made, i have sunk to the bottom and you've since forgotton and youre tossing more stones my way ( Read more... )

its strange when someone dies and you dont believe in heaven. we've barely just finished the chex mix. my moms voice echos in my head. ive only seen her cry 3 times in my life. and each one is a vivid memory. ive been right there for both phone calls. first her mom. now her dad. she doesnt deserve that pain ( Read more... )

i was driving home from the gym just now, because i only seem to find motivation at about 10pm, and i passed a street that called itself "alta vista" and memories started pouring in. and then this strange sentimental, nostalgic wave came over me of both sadness and happiness and a certian air of anxiety that flowed with the realization that a lot ( Read more... )

in fact i cant stop falling out of it.