happiness post #2 of 8

[1xdreamergone]

the sun is up.
my kids are alive and well
the reports turned out to be ok
the relationship is over sooner than later.

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[mishlai]

I'm sorry to hear point 4. Hope your Christmas Eve is nice. The dates are in flux but I'll be passing through your neck of the woods for the season.

*hugs*

:)

[1xdreamergone]

Thanks. but it really is a good point. It hurt enough now. I'd hate to think how it would have gone had I made it last any longer. it's ok. Really. It puts me open again. And in the process, I grew. I experienced joy and love again. I saw things and circumstances challenged me in areas I hadn't been challenged so directly in. I had started to lose myself and I knew something was off inside me but I couldn't figure out where. I was happy, but I wasn't the same and I kind of liked where I'd been. I wasn't sure it was wrong or right and to be honest, I don't think it was wrong. It's just differences need to be worked out with thought and consideration and respect is extremely important in listening.

So happy point #5 is that I have been able to reclaim myself pretty quickly. Guess I still have something to learn in that respect. But it is ok. I'll be alright. :)