i guess it wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be...hopefully tomorrow will be the same...its got me hoping that its going to be okay....but i'm going to take a friend's advise...expect the worst and hope for the best and come out in the middle...

 i'm so scared about tomorrow....i really dont know if i want it to come...i almost want to cry rightnow...i really dont wanna lose her...i'm doing everything i can to change...and i love her...that should be enough to make her happy...and to make her want to stay right? i know things have been really fucked up but its going to get better....i've ( Read more... )

i've been a real pain in everyones ass...no one wants to talk to me anymore cause i always end up talking about alyssa...no one wants anything to do with me really...pity me...fuck it i'm out

okay so i know its a little late cause me and alyssa's one year anniversary was on the seventh...but i got her something i think she will like and i really hope she likes...its a ring...and its not just any ring...its special...it is a turning ring...the inner band is made of titanium so it wont shrink or bend and the outter band is made of gold ( Read more... )

okay so i went up to the store, smiths right? and like i was getting milk for grandma and some guy comes up to me and was like dont worry it will be okay and i'm like uh alright what are you talking about. and he goes shes scared and shes sick and its only going to get worse and i was like who? and he was like she loves you very much shes just ( Read more... )

 i've lost my footing and i dont know where i stand in this relationship anymore...i dont know what i'm doing and i want to have faith that things will be okay...i want to believe i'm loved and that i'm in a steady relationship...and i want to believe that i've found someone thats faithful...but i dont want to be let down...and i dont know where my ( Read more... )

yeah so  like i'm trying to like get a group of ppl together...to like hang out and stuff...so that like it might cheer her up or like i dunno make her happy...something like that...but i really dont know where to start...this is hard...bleh anywho...i really need some ideas...i'm open for any and all suggestions...

Colbie Caillat

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find ( Read more... )

thought i'd post it here for you baby...and dont worry...come get the cd from me okay...

Colbie Caillat "Bubbly" Lyrics

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me ( Read more... )

yeah so i had like a really shitty day today but you know what alyssa is right i should really stop over thinking everything...i feel much better now....alyssa is going to teach me french and like reteach me spanish...well at least i hope she will...i dunno she has been really tired lately...shes not in a good mood anymore either...i think shes ( Read more... )