so....life...yeah...what more can i say...its doing a 180 and...i'm happy...forgot what that felt like for a while there....i love my baby.

dude alyssa was playing with my boob and like i went to slap her and i slapped my own boobie...it was funny. anyways i have to go alyssa's mommy yelled at me to come outside the room...i do not want to go....this is totally against my will!!! WAHHH!!!!

yeah so um...fuck you and i hate you and i wanna move to cali cause yeah you fucking suck old nasty std carrying balls. PEACE!

alyssa i love you...i've loved you for quite some time now you know...i'm sorry i have been asking so many questions about it...i'm sorry about a lot of things you know...i know you dont think i'm being honest with you most of the time...i guess i'm a liar...i dunno...i'm not trying to start a fight hunny i swear...i promise...theres no reason to ( Read more... )

she left me alone at her house with her parents again....talk about uncomfortable...to top it off she has to take and drop her boss off after work...bleh makes me even more uncomfortable cause he acts like this guy i really dont like...like just like him the way he's acting all cool and like he's a good guy type person....bullshit i'll believe it ( Read more... )

so...got like two more weeks till i turn 22...some crap has been going on and i am the problem i guess...i cut myself the other night....it wasnt very smart....i'm suppose to go get my pills from the pharmacy but they dont help....they dont do anything anymore...i still get all i wanna kill myself...its not even that i want to actually do though... ( Read more... )

i love you but i'm tired....so shut up. muah bye

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so today was interesting...found out that my sister got mad at me for not coming back to see her after i had left the other day....but lets not talk about that....baby i love you okay i just want you to know that....anyways so went to see a movie with reggie and k....it was alright could have been better though anyways....so it seems that things ( Read more... )

bleh....shes just sitting here...bleh....i dont like to sit in silence when i'm like really happy and really wanna do stuff....but still she sits there...i guess its a "quiet" day for her....which is lame cause its a "i want to get up and i want to do something or i'm gonna fall asleep" day for me....that and i'm....well....happy? yeah anyways i'm ( Read more... )