so i was looking at alyssa's lj today just cause i was thinking about when we first started hanging out and soon after that started dating...things were so great...i made her so happy...lol i remember the night i was so drunk i was petting dans head...kinda gross now that i think about it but it was still funny...and then the time i got drunk and ( Read more... )

1. being hurt by someone that i give my heart to ( Read more... )

okay so um...i totally caught my god daughter like "playing" with this other girl she hangs out with all the time and like i was just wondering...what do you say to a child when that happens cause like i caught them and like totally freaked out...i made the little girl sleep in the other room and i made my god daughter come in here and lay on the ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do for you...i know your sister left and i know it hurts...trust me i know...i dont know how long youre going to be like this...i know you were trying not to cry at your house today when i was over there with you..i think you actually started crying on my shoulder...but its okay...i was there to comfort you as best as i can... ( Read more... )

i think i have skin cancer

I'M FUCKING BORED!!!!

the past couple of days have been anything but happy and enjoyable...i've been really inconsiderate...i've been so taken over with feeling bad for myself and wanting someone there with me at all times and wanting there undivided attention that i'm pushing someone very dear to me away and i'm afraid its getting to the point where i'm going to have ( Read more... )

bleh i need a job...i cant take anymore of this being without a job thing like i have too much time on my hands and its driving me up the wall...bleh i'm hoping that i get my job back at michaels cause like i really like that place...i'm going to call them on monday and talk to the manager...see what i can do...i'm going to try and get you in there ( Read more... )

yeah so i think...i think....ummm...i think i love you...and i think...that i'm an asshole and i think that i'm stupid and childish...and i think that i should learn to let things go instead of trying to dig deeper into the situation...i'm sorry and i love you...and i'm sorry and i dont know what to do to make you trust that...i really dont. so ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking happy i'm the only one that reads my journal...i'm fucking fed up and you know what i dont want to write anymore of that shit in this gay ass thing all i do is get in trouble.