i love you youre my pretty baby...i miss sleeping with you...its hard to sleep at night now...anyways i think i am going to at least try to go to sleep...ACTUALLY...i'm going to write in my handy little journal i just bought HA! oh oh and then i'm going to read that book...lol so many books that i must read!!! oh i'm so happy! i love you...i'm the ( Read more... )

so idaho...i loved it...i really did...sure being in a car half the time i was there wasnt very cool it kinda wore me out not to mention i was sick the whole time...but i loved it...i love my baby's family...theyre all so close...it made me want to be with my family and i started getting homesick but its okay...i really liked it there and i'd go ( Read more... )

i love falling asleep with you and waking up next to you...i could do it forever...

i dont think i've ever had that much sex with anyone and actually enjoyed it...I LIKE IT!!! bleh i'm an asshole though...i've always got to ruin things...i really wanna just shoot myself...i'm so fucking stupid.

i dont know what to do anymore...i'm so confused and like angry at the world...things are going so wrong here...i want to move in with my aunt but like alyssa doesnt want me to cause its far from her house...and i'm torn between getting out of this place and being happy and saving my money getting my license and not having a slob for a roommate.... ( Read more... )

alyssa i love you baby i think i took care of your issue. MUAH! i love you beautiful.

okay so this is how i'm feeling rightnow: worried...a little upset but thats fading away...lonesome cause i'm all by myself and i have nothing to freaking do...confused because my emotions are mixing into one big ball of confusion...sad and depressed cause i want out of the situation i'm in...angry that this week has gone so badly and that i feel ( Read more... )

dude my head hurts i dont feel good and no one wants to talk to me or make me feel better....i started feeling okay when i got up this morning but then shit went down hill....bleh my life is a fucking mess...i want a baby. bleh i'm going to bed.

alright so...yesterday i found out that my aunt karen has breast cancer...i thought people were just like assuming that it was breast cancer and like trying to convince me that it was too cause i mean shes had this lump in her breast for at least 2 years and she didnt go have it checked or anything...but anyways the first person i told not really ( Read more... )

dude i dunno why but like i've been in a really happy mood lately...its very odd for me like fer real...anywho lol i love my girlfriends brother hes so cute...i was telling him how i was stalking him cause i seen him at work the other day while i was out with my mommy and he said that i'm a bad stalker but its okay i think i'm a good kinda stalker ( Read more... )