Travis, hate is pretty strong and I'm sorry that that is what you now feel towards me. I'm still hurt by the way things turned out between us, my fault or not, and I'm still struggling to be okay, but I don't hate you. To clarify though, I never tried to tell you who you could and could not date. I did however tell you that if you did date that ( Read more... )

As Courtney says...."W....T...F ( Read more... )

Rob, once again, right on the money. I'm astounded with how accurate you were. I don't think I could get a better prediction from Ms. Cleo herself ( Read more... )

Okay so I ended up going out with Courtney, Rob, Lindsay and Scuba tonight. I feel SOO much better. Rob, thank you SOO much for your fucking ingenius insight, if everything works out like you think, I'll be okay in the end. As a whole thanks you guys for making all of this pretty damn funny and making me laugh for more than 30 minutes straight ( Read more... )

Not because you have to, but because you WANT to! Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs ( Read more... )

I'm in a constant state of getting cut
So why don't I feel anything?

This is a violation

Maybe I forgot what it was like
Before it entered me

So this is what they call
Another endless night
So tired of believing
If this is wrong or right
I think this cause is lost
I wish that I could sleep
I feel like some kind of shadow
Another slave to ( Read more... )

So unaffectionate, so insecure
You claim to know a thing or two about heartache
And what it's like to have your insides torn out
And I believe you
I see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness
Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain
I know what it's like when memories make you wince
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There's poison in the drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand

Burn out, not fade away
Burn out, not fade away
Burn out, not fade away
Burn out, not fade away
Burn out, not ( Read more... )