Today is officially the start of my diet. Im pretty much going veagan, as this has worked for me in the past. Hopefully, Ill be able to stick to my plan. Wish me luck.

Cool, so I was accepted to this community, and I would like to share my stats. I am female, 5 feet four inches tall, and weigh around 145lbs. I have already lost 15lbs, and would like to lose 25lbs more. This would put me at 120lbs, so I would have a healthy bmi. Of course, after I meet my initial goal, I may want to exceed it, but Ill cross that ( Read more... )

i totally failed on my goal.  not only did i fail to lose weight, i started an emotional eating binge and actually GAINED weight.  so, now it is time for new years resolutions, and i really will do it this time.  I will lose 46lbs at the latest by xmas 09, but my goal is by 06/09.  this is totally doable and i am going to do it.  anyone with me?  ( Read more... )

i feel so fucking down.  everything seems so overwhelming to me and i am supposed to take care of the house but his mom keeps being irritable and it just seems i am not going to be able to please her.  gained 1/2 a pound, so now i'm 133 1/2 pounds.  i'm very sad, i want to eat. 

i did pretty good yesterday. . . i only ate twice - a brownie and a plate of something else.  and when i went for my walk i found out i weigh 133. . .

i stayed up forever until just now, like a whole day.  but even though i smoked pot i didn't pig out, i only ate one thing.  it turns out the scale in the bathroom is wrong, i do not weigh 130.  i'm actually 135 still.  which is fine with me, i know i'll get past it in a few days.  went walking today for an hour, but i need to start writing down ( Read more... )

and i give it. . . 2 stars.  well, i wasn't feeling good, plus i ate a little more than i wanted to (but i didn't pig out, i ate small portions).  i was manic this morning.  i mean really manic, i was kind of scared but once i got some sleep it was ok.  not surprised, two diet pills, ex, coke, and pot i guess will do that to you.  never again.  but ( Read more... )

I am back girlies!  So sorry I have been gone for so long.  I have had to have a couple of more surgeries and have been stuck in bed.  Plus I have been so depressed and suicidal.  The worst thing though is I have gained my weight back and now am back at 149 so there is no way I can see making my goal ( Read more... )

HI LOVELIES, CHECK OUT MY NEW DERMALS! i know, the light makes them look weird, but its 3 gemstones :]. (or what you call it)


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i didn't eat at all last night after 9 p.m. . .  i'm very proud of myself because night time munchies are my downfall. . . i know it's kind of dumb but for me it's kind of monumental. . . hope you all have a good day! :)