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settling
I was just viewing some of my friends updates and pictures and found the wedding picture of a new friend. Just looking at those pictures i can tell that they are very much in love with each other, like it is a wedding that we all dream of when we are young and idealistic ( Read more... ) -
dropping by
since i have manage to stay anonymous here I will be updating, I think I'm different now or maybe I just don't care that much as I used to,I just got older yesterday and it's not much fun or maybe I just hate the thought that im gonna leave the calendar days in two years lol, still unmarried, no kids of my own and living as sporadic as my writing ( Read more... ) -
I'm still alive
Hey there I'm still here. Whoever you are who's wondering where the heck did I go ( Read more... ) -
just sharing
The last two weeks was hard. I mean that I was not able to come up with my target income for the last two weeks and with it comes consequences that I'm dealing with right now ( Read more... ) -
it's been a long time
I totally forgot about the existence of this journal. Not until I open my old emails and follow a link that goes here ( Read more... ) -
getting out of the shady lot
I have decided to pursue another job at a new company. The job will be like my present one, but in a bigger, hopefully better and conducive environment. Plus the opportnity to earn more. My third youngest sister graduated from college last week. I hope she'll be able to find her way in the professional world. It's gonna be a tough one, since ( Read more... ) -
a new lease..
Ayn Rand gave me a new philosophy to live by. This time it does not contradict with how other people live. I have been made to believe that self sacrifice is the right way to live. That anything done with a selfish intent is evil. Now I believe that the only thing that will make anything you do to be evil is when you do it at the expense of other ( Read more... ) -
freeing my mind from clutter
I am an honest person by nature. I am not happy with any forms of dishonesty or bad behavior nor do I have tolerance for it. hence, my world is small. I don't include too many people in it. Only those that I can tolerate. If not, well that's why there are rooms and doors. I am so much in need of personal space that I always ended up shutting people ( Read more... ) -
new year blah
I just want to deposit some thoughts here ( Read more... ) -
last day of work for 2006
I'm currently here alone in my office/lab room. I was whistling a nameless tune and reading some chicken soup stories that are both inspiring and sad. I've finished all that needs to be done this year. I've been in two jobs. I was almost ready to give up at the slight hardship. I was ready to give everything up. I was thinking then, if I can ( Read more... )