I've always had a mild appreciation for sad clown paintings... Come out of the closet, no need to be ashamed of being a transvestite.

doctors are just shooting into the dark as of late, when there may not even be a target. they get to go home at night, crack open a beer, put their hand down their pants while whistling dixie, while i'm the one who has to live with their decisions.

finished the last of my pain killers yesterday morning, i'm doing okay so far but i think its the shit working its way out of my system thats causing this restless feeling. it make sleep a little difficult and also makes for some interesting dreams ( Read more... )

I love meghan so much, mostly because of her huge heart. It kills me to keep having to give her the bad news becuse she takes it so hard, I can't bare the thought of causing her pain. It felt so good when I thought I finally had some good news to tell her, I was so excited to tell her that the fight was over and we could finally start preparing ( Read more... )

haven't been feeling to well lately, but on the bright side my plumbing seems to be working fine ( Read more... )

turns out that I'm not outta the woods yet.
I'm gonna stop saying that it's almost over and that I'll be back soon.
I keep hoping for the best case scenario but getting the worse
(though things could still be worse)
i'm feeling very discouraged.
but I'm still fighting...

P.s
check your balls and your boobs.

Its finally over.
I win.
the end...happy new year :)

my nerves are peeking, i need to learn not to read the possible side effects label on medications ( Read more... )

Every night around nine or ten, it starts to feel like i have swimmers ear. The staples in my neck are getting tighter. it's hard to sleep when you feel like someone is trying to choke you. Christmas is coming and i couldn't be more numb to it ( Read more... )

PISS OFF! I'm bored...and itchy