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I'm slowly making this thing friends only for those who haven't noticed yet.
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And talk to me on AIM... I'm bored. ForgotnTruth.

You're worth it all. I'll always dream of you.

Sometimes dreams come true.

Why do I have to still be so in love with her when I know that she'll never be in love with me again?

My heart still races at the sound of her voice
And I'm filled with butterflies at the thought of her
... before it all turns cold again.

What is love without hope? ME

I just did the worst thing I could've possibly done...

I freaked out.

But I wasn't expecting to see her... What am I supposed to do? Every other day I had time to prepare myself first and get it all out of my system. I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I promise. I don't know what my problem is... I hope to hear from you sometime this weekend

This is starting to be absolutely ridiculous. I'm sick of it. I'm consumed by what I wish could be. I let go of it for a short period of time, but then the slightest thing brings it all back and I can't get rid of it for the rest of the day ( Read more... )

AGH!!!WHAT have I done to make myself feel like this?! I was feeling so much better the other day... Now I'm right back where I started. Geez. I hate it. I wish it would all stop... even if I can't have what I really want. God, I wish I could though. I wish miracles still happened for me. That stopped a long time ago. I think the whole " ( Read more... )

Wow... It hit me SO hard today when everyone started talking to me about it at work. I hate it when that happens because it's impossible for to fake it when it does, at least for me ( Read more... )

Yeah... So I'm trying to get out of my slump of negative posts. Even if my life isn't how I wish it was, it's still my life and only I can live it... So help me out here. Reply with your favorite memory of me and I'll tell you my favorite of you... even if we don't have many. I figure it'll bring me some happy thoughts and that's what I'm workin ( Read more... )

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