Illusions (12/?)
Title : Illusions (12/?)
Rating : NC 17
Pairing : Ruki x Kai
Theme : IV - 12 - Static
Summary : “Am too. You just killed the romantic mood”
A/N : XD For those who cant grasp the theme here. XD look up a dictionary for the meaning first! ^^ C&C are very welcomed!This is from Ruki's POV.
Past chapters
Chptr 1, 2 , 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11
I wrapped my arms around myself, not letting the cold wind chase me away from this spot. I watched as slowly the lights from different buildings go out when the city starts to sleep. We are again in yet another different town for another show. I breathed in the crisp air, it clearing my mind. I could remember the last time that I was here. How different it was then.
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“How did you come across this place?”
I smirked, him punching my arm half heartedly as he sat on the bench, looking out at the night view in front of us. I sat next to him, both of us enjoying the silence that cocooned us. If you ask me what I had seen that night, I would say I only saw Kai’s face. I didn’t pay much attention to anything else. He soon realize my eyes on him, turning to give me a quizzical look. I didn’t look away but continue memorizing his face in my mind.
“Okay, that is scary. Quit it”
“I just want to remember how you look tonight”
“Why tonight?”
I again only smile which he just returned exasperatedly before turning away again. We are all entitled to our little secrets. He doesn’t need to know that I want to remember each and everyday he is part of my life. After all, I still have my macho side to maintain to the public. I reached for his hand, him acknowledging me by lacing his fingers with mine as he smiled to himself, looking at the twinkling of the lights below us. I shuffled to sit behind him, him obliging.
“What are you up to?”
“Just want to hug my boyfriend”
He wrapped his arms around my hands on his waist, leaning back to rest on me, our body warmth enough for the early autumn weather. The faintest smell of pine wood tickled my nose, enticing me to bury my nose at the nape of his neck, breathing in the scent of the body wash he had used earlier. A soft shudder ran through his body before he elbowed me softly.
“That tickles”
“You’re unromantic”
“Am not”
“Am too. You just killed the romantic mood”
“Did not”
“Yes, you did”
He hmphed, elbowing me again before I rescue my fragile ribs from his sharp elbows by wrapping my arms tightly around him, not letting him move much.
“Hush, enjoy the view”
I do not need to see him to know that he had just rolled his eyes at me. His fingers played with mine, our breathing in one accord. I leant back as he turned in my arms to face me, a slight smile tugging on the corners of his lips. In the semi darkness, I could see the slight hesitation before determination set on his face. What is he up to?
I enjoyed the pressing of his lips on mine, how he tentatively seek for entrance, his tongue darting to meet mine for a quicksilver second before retreating back, him pulling back. I gave a soft grunt of discontent, opening my eyes to see him staring at me.
“I love you”
I pulled him back to me, both of us lost in each other, enjoying each every sensation running through our veins. He didn’t question my non answer to his proclamation. Maybe it was the pessimistic in me that had held me back. Maybe it was me knowing that this couldn’t last despite my hopes. Feelings are after all short lived.
****
I cursed myself then. I am a fool then. I am a fool now.
Rating : NC 17
Pairing : Ruki x Kai
Theme : IV - 12 - Static
Summary : “Am too. You just killed the romantic mood”
A/N : XD For those who cant grasp the theme here. XD look up a dictionary for the meaning first! ^^ C&C are very welcomed!This is from Ruki's POV.
Past chapters
Chptr 1, 2 , 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11
I wrapped my arms around myself, not letting the cold wind chase me away from this spot. I watched as slowly the lights from different buildings go out when the city starts to sleep. We are again in yet another different town for another show. I breathed in the crisp air, it clearing my mind. I could remember the last time that I was here. How different it was then.
****
“How did you come across this place?”
I smirked, him punching my arm half heartedly as he sat on the bench, looking out at the night view in front of us. I sat next to him, both of us enjoying the silence that cocooned us. If you ask me what I had seen that night, I would say I only saw Kai’s face. I didn’t pay much attention to anything else. He soon realize my eyes on him, turning to give me a quizzical look. I didn’t look away but continue memorizing his face in my mind.
“Okay, that is scary. Quit it”
“I just want to remember how you look tonight”
“Why tonight?”
I again only smile which he just returned exasperatedly before turning away again. We are all entitled to our little secrets. He doesn’t need to know that I want to remember each and everyday he is part of my life. After all, I still have my macho side to maintain to the public. I reached for his hand, him acknowledging me by lacing his fingers with mine as he smiled to himself, looking at the twinkling of the lights below us. I shuffled to sit behind him, him obliging.
“What are you up to?”
“Just want to hug my boyfriend”
He wrapped his arms around my hands on his waist, leaning back to rest on me, our body warmth enough for the early autumn weather. The faintest smell of pine wood tickled my nose, enticing me to bury my nose at the nape of his neck, breathing in the scent of the body wash he had used earlier. A soft shudder ran through his body before he elbowed me softly.
“That tickles”
“You’re unromantic”
“Am not”
“Am too. You just killed the romantic mood”
“Did not”
“Yes, you did”
He hmphed, elbowing me again before I rescue my fragile ribs from his sharp elbows by wrapping my arms tightly around him, not letting him move much.
“Hush, enjoy the view”
I do not need to see him to know that he had just rolled his eyes at me. His fingers played with mine, our breathing in one accord. I leant back as he turned in my arms to face me, a slight smile tugging on the corners of his lips. In the semi darkness, I could see the slight hesitation before determination set on his face. What is he up to?
I enjoyed the pressing of his lips on mine, how he tentatively seek for entrance, his tongue darting to meet mine for a quicksilver second before retreating back, him pulling back. I gave a soft grunt of discontent, opening my eyes to see him staring at me.
“I love you”
I pulled him back to me, both of us lost in each other, enjoying each every sensation running through our veins. He didn’t question my non answer to his proclamation. Maybe it was the pessimistic in me that had held me back. Maybe it was me knowing that this couldn’t last despite my hopes. Feelings are after all short lived.
****
I cursed myself then. I am a fool then. I am a fool now.