Hard to decide really, I can't tell which way I should go. Considering I only possess a total of thirty dollars, I guess I am staying home. Although I feel like I have Dave & Sara withdrawl. Saddening.

Being flat broke has its advantages. It helps me save money. However I am supposed to go visit my mom this weekend and I have absolutely zero money to do it with. Yeah good luck on that one. But tonight, Friday night, I bet I can catch some people I know at 4th Coast. Hopefully Farren. Not really hopefully. I just want her to know I still ( Read more... )

My apologies. Even though only two or three people ever look at this, I still feel bad for not writing lately. My drive home was amazingly random. No snow in the Rockys, like none. Then in Missouri I stopped at a truckstop just before St. Peters and met these three random people. Waiting for a ride, dont ask. They were nice to talk to though ( Read more... )

Open up we're coming inside. You cant run so you might as well hide. We got the place covered from head to toe, head to toe ( Read more... )

Liz said she missed me. That made my day.

Quick update on the past 24 hours ( Read more... )

Oddly exciting yet at the same time it's even worse. They're alright, but no-one is anywhere near comparitively close to how I think. It's almost like no matter what situation arises, my solution is abstract compared to theirs. Today, of course, has proven that. Although there is one. That seems to be a little further above the others. Her ( Read more... )

You know what really pisses me off? When I work 18 hours a day and still manage to write a 26 page letter and then have the person on the other end say they're too busy to write back. That just pisses me off.

I wish I could be normal. Then, thanks to the wonderful invention of intoxication products, I had a second thought. Being really fucked up is almost like a defense mechanism. Some person might come and talk to me and then I'd say something completely random and fucked up and then it's obvious if they are really all that interested. I remember ( Read more... )

So a couple nights ago I stayed up til 7am, saw the sunrise out here. It's way prettier out here than in Michigan. Reflects off the mountains and the haze and is just overall really cool. Got ahold of Todd from camp, he's up in Victorville, which is like 3 hours off. Dont think I can afford to go see him now but before I leave, definately. I ( Read more... )