I'm a mess. There's no doubt about it ( Read more... )

First off, I'd like to thank LiveJournal for not deleting my account, even if I do only log in once every six months or so. This is a safe venting place when I don't feel like I can explain to anyone how I'm feeling ( Read more... )

I was looking back through an old notebook last night, one I've used on occasion over the years to vent those feelings I literally can't put anywhere else. My first entry in that was eight years ago, and I still have fond memories of the person who sent it to me. There's still a nagging guilt because I was supposed to send it back, but... eh. That ( Read more... )

Strap yourselves in for the long haul, Imaginary Reader. This could get messy. :P ( Read more... )

Hey hey ( Read more... )

Hey, [non-]reader ( Read more... )

Happy New Year, those of you who read this (Hello Me!), and all the very best for 2015 ( Read more... )

So I've been at this working thing for about a month now, and... it's going well, I think. Already been awarded a Team Player of the Week, and had a transfer approved to move to The Royal Standard, which cuts 40 minutes and about seven miles off the journey. The shifts themselves haven't really been that bad (except for the aching feet), but that ( Read more... )

...no, he's run off ( Read more... )

...I had a lot I want to write about, a lot of feelings I need to express... good and bad. I just wrote three paragraphs and deleted them, because... what's the point? Woo and yay for the good stuff... no help available for the bad.

I wonder why I bother sometimes...