Current time: 10:40 am ( Read more... )

all it took was for him to tell me to "fuck off" and then I just straightened up. I love him more than this. Everything is ok now. Our hands are holding tighter. Love, love, love.

Boyfriend Rant ( Read more... )

i've been writing on the computer. saving files to a folder ( Read more... )

i'll be getting a laptop and a digital camera with the money from the government.
i'm also working out and fitting back in to some old spring dresses.
i swear, i am just like a bear, i get plumped for winter.

i'm incredibly, still, in love.
he likes my not-so-leveled bangs.
and i do too.

i'm going to be seeing a therapist. 
my wall is thicker with ( Read more... )

two months in living around buildings and concrete ( Read more... )

 update:

life is good
relationship is great
i am a horrible brat when it comes to things
i'll just stare at him
and then he'll smile
and then end my self staring contest with a nice kiss
the city is cold
i have three friends so far in this big city
and i fit perfectly well with the ghetto talking mailroom that i work in
i even picked up on some ebonics.
i ( Read more... )

i feel like i am waving away to some where else. i'm feeling settled even though i have yet to unpack the many boxes waiting to be folded and placed some where. my mind has settled in to other things and disinterested in some. i don't feel as if i would like the city but i know he will. he sleeps better. and really, it's just a place that we have ( Read more... )

we've nestled our half empty/half full cardboard boxes. scattered every where on the hardwood floor. my tire popped on the bridge over water by Navy Pier. a loud boom. The tire slanted off the rim and the bike cops pulled their bikes over to take a look with their flashlight and no help. i held my breath due to downing three beers prior to this and ( Read more... )

6:10 am: Ben's alarm clock goes off and shakes me softly to wake up.
6:12 am: i am lathering my hair in to a soapy mess.
6:40 am: i walk out in to the hallway to smell breakfast and a man holding me a plate of potatoes and eggs.
6:50 am: sunglasses on and dodging morning commute.
7:25 am: arriving at work to pay my bills, bills, bills.
11:30 am: clock ( Read more... )