my general mood, not-withstanding. i have pushed on with the best mindset i could force in the situations i find myself in. if anything i must remain functional for the sake of responcibility, and general sanity (however sane some of you may think me...it could always be worse for wear). i have told myself that things have to happen in a natural ( Read more... )

got paid. good chunk of change to waste.

paid registration for my car.
car insurance.
electric bill.

amoeba :
ichi the killer (dvd).
in slaughter natives "recollection"
mentallo and the fixer "no rest for the wicked"
mentallo and the fixer "where angels fear to tread"

'I'm so sorry, please forgive me ( Read more... )

passing passing a long distance run up a sheer cliff, and making no ground. diving head first once more into water too frigid to swim. falling under cool blue wave, black ice skid over the edge. passing out, and passing the buck, for a momentary instance of touch on smooth skin marred by my tongue. leaving burn marks of spit as epidurals, and ( Read more... )

work ( Read more... )

all lies are found out, and the truth comes knocking in the end.

a reputation is earned through actions performed. run all you can, to leave that reputation behind you, your actions must follow suit. if not, words are empty, and judgement remains...

too much to do, too much to say. and not enough time or finesse to accomplish either. my tongue, like everything else i've been doing in life, feels like a cheap three stooges bit. stumbling around, tripping over, pie to the face type of communication. a farcical communication, while putting my own foot in my mouth, only because i have the need to ( Read more... )

my hair is black. been 5 years since it was black. haha, got bored. tried to bleach it. didnt like they way it looked with my summer complexion, and was looking for a change.

this what happens when im left home alone, and bored...i really do need a keeper...

one of those weeks. time, stress, and too many things seem to catch up with you all at once. too many things on my mind to be able to focus and put them down in cohesive order. so i work, i tend to disappear, not on purpose (or not always) but i need to rush through so many problems in an effort to solve/resolve them that i just get very self ( Read more... )

well, just looked at my finances. shit. i can only afford one class. and i am having more fun in my art history class, so i think i will keep that one. now just trying to figure out how to raise the cash adn justify spending 75+ dllars on the text book...