god, i'm back at this again. falling fast and forcing more speed. remembering a past i can't forget. i keep running into reminders of it, adn even if i wanted to forget, circumstance won't let me. picking away at old scabs, tearing at old scars, all for a little fresh bleeding. there was a time. an istant of satisfaction, and a moment of ( Read more... )

todays ameoba purchase:

gary numan - pure
tool - lateralus (needed to replace my old copy)
cdatakill - paradise/brazillian nightmare (2-disc)
klute - excepted
v/a - darkmattersoundsystem sampler "diskore" (mmm, breakcore)

somtimes i sit here thinking, whats the purpose? what do all our material ccomplishments mean in the end? adn the struggle to reach those ends, are they worth the blood shed over a minor ambition thats more ego that calling. more a personal image of yourself, rather than a real mirror to your dreams. style over substance. is all this a form of ( Read more... )

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haha. i love my sister.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/doommonkey/103641.html?view=293337

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though i am keeping it tightly bottled up...

yesterday ended with me, a hugely stupid grin, and a stupid little dance around the apartment. mikey, thank god, was passed out, so my reserved, stern demeanor won't be compromised.

yup.
changed my user name. after a track i been slooowly working on.

-sky