i'll not pretend to know how anything feels because it's not me feeling it. i won't act like a few minutes worth of mundane, strained conversation is supposed to make it all better. and don't think i'm ever assuming that i'm perfectly in tune with the wants or needs of anyone but myself; sometimes, not even then ( Read more... )

when are you going to pull your head out of your ass and stop acting like everyone is here to please you? when is it enough to get you to shut the hell up for five minutes and actually listen to some one else? it doesn't always involve you, it doesn't always revolve around you, and it sure as fuck doesn't need to be told to every person you come ( Read more... )

fifty points to me for being so cool about it, saying it, and moving the fuck on. cancel that promise. just do... what you do ( Read more... )

ever wonder about that phrase? "shoot the shit." how do you shoot shit by simply talking? and where does it go once it's shot? does it land in some unknown destination, waiting for the next conversation where shit shooting is going to take place? and isn't that just a little more than unsanitary? can you just place the shit instead of ( Read more... )

an unexamined life is not worth living. - socrates

and that is part of the reason that i love ethics so much.

"come to club christ church. we have free coffee and 2 donuts"

i pass this sign every day on my way to work. and i want to maybe negotiate.

"the church up the street gives me three donuts. what kind of leeway are we looking at here? i feel closer to god when i have three donughts. two only gets me to purgatory ( Read more... )

Dear Fate, God, Allah, Buddah, Destiny, who ever/whatever else could be out there ( Read more... )

ever get that feeling that, while the rest of the world is spinning out of control, you finally have your hand on the wall to keep it all steady ( Read more... )

bunch of military boys staying here tonight. making way too much noise and giving my ego too much of a boost. oh well ( Read more... )

he left yesterday. we had so much fun sunday and monday nights, when i wasn't being a silly girl. and we had some fun yesterday before he went. we've talked a few times since. and i'm ok with the whole thing ( Read more... )