my emotional life right now....is a storm of epic proportions. work is retarted like always........but i survive. i cope. i deal. and I always get though. i found out a person i call 'friend' has stolen from me....ipod cord. jewelry. $300....O_o......i can't even talk to her any more....but i just found out.....so idk how it will play out.....we ( Read more... )

ya know that comment in the past post about life being wierd.

...yeah...well...

1/5th of aiden is living in my house.

definently wierd.

holy crap. this has been the most stupid week. to the point I'm calling in sick tomorrow....I mean today....mainly because I AM sick....I've been sick for like 3 days....but on top of that I"m slightly tipsy. and freaked out and pretty wierded out....and it's like almost time to call in and tell them I wont' be in today...so lets start this at the ( Read more... )

So. a couple days ago. I recived a text from my lovely roommate who informed me that there was a package waiting for me addressed to "my love" from a one mr. kennedy. So. that was interesting info....unfotunatly. I was in hell.....I mean ocean shores. So a couple days went by and I went to my lil sis's graduation and then I drove back home to find ( Read more... )

but it's worth the dreaming.

....I don't understand guys. I mean I'm not a genius by any means. but my lack of comprehension when it comes to guys unspoken thoughts is just rediculous. I don't understand why they do what they do. I don't understand why they screw with my emotions. Why they look at me like that...when they completely know that I've ( Read more... )

so.
ya know?
it's been a while my livejournal friends...
........and when I say livejournal friends....I really mean livejournal friend.
........and when I say livejournal friend......I really mean randi.

haha.

so anyway. I've decided to blog this here. away from waundering eyes. and away from everywhere else. where people will make fun of me. that's all ( Read more... )

So. alot has been happening in my world......alot....but not much...however that works. still slaving away at bartells. rumor has it I'm in the running for a permanent position in walingford. *shrugs* whatevs. I'll work there. Carmina[?] works there.....I worked with her at magnolia back in the day. we went out and saw a dan purser set. bwahaha. ( Read more... )

...I've a self diagnosed case of P.W.D.S.

[post weekend depression syndrome].

After such a weekend of friends and good times and house hunting and sushi and music and enjoyment and movies

....I've been really depressed today. very pessomistic. don't really want to do anything. down right BLAH. and/or slightly discombobulated. I don't know what I ( Read more... )

....mmm.....vomit.

....and if I were ACTUALLY to vomit right now......

I'd be tasting hearts.

not the sushi I just consumed.

tonight.

words for tonight.

I'm. wordless.

no really.

all I"ve got is this stupid perma-grin.

tonight. was. AMAZING.

I"m sure this blog is sounding really retarded.

but crapdangit.

I don't care.

he is more amazing than pretty much anyone ( Read more... )

I feel so ill.

you were there.

you were there for so much.

you helped thousands of people. though so much.

you shared the love of God to so many.

you changed so many lives for the better.

you watched me grow up.

you watched me play sports.

you performed my uncle's wedding ceremony.

you were such a family man. so caring and loving.

they ment everything to ( Read more... )