I have been insanely cranky and moody that last few days...mostly because I am struggling to keep my head above water. I'm not motivated anymore, I simply do. not. care.

All I can think about is how my mood instantly lifts when I am at home. While its not perfect, I am so much BETTER when I am home and away from the talking, the gossiping, and the ( Read more... )

What I have learned this week...

It’s okay to take time for myself.

I am stronger than I thought I was.

I have a good head on my shoulders.

That sometimes I cannot be everything to everyone.

That letting go for a little while is a smart decision.

That there are many things about myself that I need to learn more about.

That I can break someone’s heart.

That ( Read more... )

Here's to hoping that this year is as good as I want it to be.

It's amazing how good you can feel after you make a decision to change your life. You want to know what the decision is? To quit. I simply don't give a shit anymore. At all, about anything or anyone involved. how can I when all it does is a. make me cry. b. piss me off. c. give me insane amounts of stress. d. make me into a babysitter for ( Read more... )

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I am fed up. Plain and simple. I am sick of the way I feel, and the way I have been feeling ever since school started. I am not happy. I do not enjoy being shit on by the people I am surrounded with. Let's list my frustrations, its more fun that way.

1. I am sick of being the one everyone comes to for venting purposes. Its not that I mind, its that ( Read more... )

Alright. So, I just recently found out about a new novel writing contest, and we all know how crazy I am about pushing my limits, and this one comes with a prize ( Read more... )

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So, Matt is finally moving out of his parent's house next week. yep. Two of his friends and Matt are moving into a 5 bedroom house down Adams road from me ( Read more... )