this journal is closed.
it makes me sad to do this ( Read more... )

blah blah blahh

i dont update so no one reads and i think i might close this thing to certain people so i can really say whats on my mind.

i hardly update. i need to.
SO much has happened and i feel as though my opinion shouldnt be expressed here.
its just not the place.
and some things should just be kept to yourself anyway.

im a wreck but im doing okay i guess.
sorry for the last entry.

in junior high someone i hardly knew told me i was going to end up killing myself.

i seriously wouldnt hand me a gun right now.
i'd really like to prove her wrong.

the 18th im getting my navel pierced at an 8ga.
lol imsotuff
my kitty is biting my hand as im typing and its making it quite difficult.
shes getting three shots at the vet saturday :(

andi and i (that looks funny) went to a subaru dealer last night. im so glad i have her and jon to share the love for rally cars and racing with ( Read more... )

PLEASE DO THIS
http://kevan.org/johari?name=dosageandusage
thanksss.

i made a lot of mistakes in my mind.

im looking for a salvation everywhere i know i wont find it.
but those are the only places ive ever known where to look.

i havent had this bad a day in a while.
i thought things were getting a little better.

im throwing everything i have away.

i better be careful.

I was accepted to CSULB.
I've wanted to go there since I was like 12.

Me = :)

to be completely honest i dont know what the heck i would do without my cat.
she keeps me sane and laughing.