deja vu, anyone?

the last 2 weeks of my life, things have quite possibly been the worse they could get, and considering what they could be like, i feel really fucking selfish.

Basically, Doug came over, and i knew we were going to talk. and as we wee sitting down talking to my mom, he turned to me and said "oh yeah we arent getting back together because i joined ( Read more... )

and i think now is the point where if i shoot myself in the foot, maybe i could stop complainng to myself about being so god damn lonely.

because god knows i did this to myself,and its just too damn bad i can't make things better.

anyone have a time machine?

when the hell will it all end?

i'm in atlanta, just wanted to say i'm okay. i have no clue on when i will be back

des. i heart`you.

so basically, i feel like my head is going to fall off my shoulders ( Read more... )

MY LAZY ASS FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!

Today was one of those days, where everything that got bad, got worse. I was supposed to go to my hair appointment today, but instead they called saying that they had to close today, and i was rescheduled to sunday. which REALLY urked nerves, and then my mom decided that she was going to go on a cleaning spree, which would have been fine, IF IT ( Read more... )

so i'm going to shoot corey in the face because he apparently told doug that when i get online i flirt with 457890 guys and say i'm single.

wtf is that shit?

i saw Doug today, he gave me a letter but wouldn't let me read it until he dropped me off.After we got to his house, we wrestled and were idiots and stuff, then his room mate came home, who by the way is crazy. We started to wtch Sin City but kind of uh.. didn't. then we walked to the back of his house to this pond, where he said he goes to think ( Read more... )