Can't sleep right now. Just woke up in the middle of the night and cant fall back asleep. Making smoking will help ( Read more... )

Well. Seems as though nothing exciting is really going on in my life. Not sure what to do about it. I need some type of goal or maybe even just a hobby. Either way. I realized on my way home tonight that I have this whole fucking city right in my face. I just haven't done anything with it. I know the winter is no excuse. But depression is. I feel ( Read more... )

 i feel like ive said this a million times already.. but i just dont know ( Read more... )

 hooray! it finally clicked like a week or two ago. fuck yes. hooray for me!

 last three songs of the new dodo's album... theeeeeee fucking shit

what happeneedd tonight. you said it. out loud.

i guess alll i can ask is what is going on in your head

i think it might be so much more then whats going on in mine, i think it is.

it is a crazy thing. and you are crazy..

oh love ove love the dodo's. last three songs mans

 we all have our doubts. hahahah

shits not funny..
daylight savings time makes me feel so much better. really made my day when i saw full sunlight outside the restaurant at 6pm.

this week was intense and weird and ridisulous. and then this weekend. was hell. fought so much with my best friend.. like fuck man.. finally got to sit and smoke and drink ( Read more... )

 fuck my fucking life
fuck fuck fuck
i just wanna undo

fuck fuck fuckckckckckckckckkc gui;b;;;;;;;on'qwrbywy'bio te

what does everything in life have to fucking suckkk
i mean it all fucking suckskskskssssssssssss
FUCK

THIS IS SO STUPID

 there's some things that you just can't explain. can't put into words, barely even thoughts. some things you don't need to explain. can't find a reason or maybe even truth behind it. but there's just some things that you just.. feel. it seems so long ago now.. the way certain things were.. how much they have changed.. and i just sat here thinking ( Read more... )

 hahah
up and down me new york city
so far up and so down low

 so fucking happy to be in my bed right now.
ive had the most craziest couple days of my life.
everything is so intense right now.
hopefully i can figure out how to even explain it