am i disgusting looking and nobody told me??
no?
then why am i
friendless
boyfriendless
a social reject
and apparently even when boys like me they're idiots
or they have girlfriends
or something else happens
i fail at life.

my entire grade 10 year was summed up in my el jay in like less than 30 posts ( Read more... )

i'm 'different' than last year ( Read more... )

in manitoba for 10 days
bye kids

when i stop treating my friends like shit
they actually start treating me better too
you'd think i'd have realised this earlier

everything is falling back into place
im sorry for acting how i did
but it's all better now
and i won't ruin this again

fuck you.
i gave up a year
just for you
and then 8 days before i get to see you again
you go and fuck someone
classy.
i guess guys can't keep their promises
nor can they keep their dicks in their pants for a year.
i hate you.
and i hope you both get HIV.

2 or 3 years ago, all i wanted in a boy was someone with similar music tastes ( Read more... )

i got a job at heritage park ( Read more... )

i feel like im in a different world
an empty one
and im looking in
at my friends
at my school
through this tiny hole
and i can only glimpse things
but im not involved with it at all

i wonder what my parents
teachers
friends parents
were like when they were 15?

its all about growing up
i just don't want too