some days
for no reason at all
i feel really sick of it all
especially myself

plans change ( Read more... )

so whenever i try to fix things and talk to her, she tells me i'm acting like a bitch, and she walks away. i officially gave up, because i clearly can't save her, and she goes and writes things about me on her freaking nexopia?!? i don't understand her at all ( Read more... )

i'm glad we had lunch today :)
junior high was hard for both of us, but we kept eachother going
and then we just drifted
but i think we both needed that talk today
we're good friends,
and i'll always be here for you,
i love you julie

every time. every single time.
whenever i confront kelsey about her drinking/drug problem she goes and turns it into something against me, and gets angry with me. she needs to face the fact that she has a problem and needs help. i don't have time for her childish ways anymore. fuck why can't she just stop being an idiot?

i'm thinking of writing a novel based on the song "Self-Conclusion" by The Spill Canvas. i've always wanted to write a novel, just never had the right inspiration. the song will be the beginning, as in that is where the writing will start, but it's only going to be the first chapter, and then i'll write a novel on the events leading to that. i'm ( Read more... )

so riley and aubrey came to calgary from manitoba ^.^
( pictureeeeeee )

gotta love it when your friend since grade 2 moves in with her 23 year old boyfriend.

i hate how you think it's acceptable to ignore the problem ( Read more... )

Every time I feel I need to refresh, start over, take a breath and whatnot, I clean. My room is a MESS. Absolute mess. But I really want to clean it and make it organized and keep it tidy. I just feel it's the best way to rid myself of the clutter, rid myself of the physical clutter first, then deal with the mental clutter. ^.^