. . . summer flings aren't all they're cracked up to be. you don't know eachother, you've just seen eachother in swimsuits and like how the other looks. you don't even notice the intelligence until you're forced to have a conversation. . . (yes his name is Aubrey and yes it is like my name ( Read more... )

god i'm sick. i spent all day being a horny fuck and flirting with anything that walked when i should have been doing homework. i've got so much homework. HOMEWORK. shit.

gah. this is why i hate me lots.

and i still fucking hate christmas.

i feel sick.

somehow, decorating the tree was alot funner when it wasn't just me because my dad is lazy and my mother is too busy and my brother ignores us all. and my dad was playing "ho ho fucking ho" which added to the loving time that's supposed to be shared and cherished.

i fucking hate christmas.

I just want the drama to stop. Please.

i found myself an angel. or more like he found me. whatever ( Read more... )

I saw a car hit a squirrel after school. It made me cry. I don't deal with dead things very well.

it reminded me that even if i know that i'm not going to take my own life, someone/thing else might. we are so fragile. SO FRAGILE. it sucks.

not good not good not good not good not good

So I've been bugging my parents about going to Killarney for christmas for quite some time. My dad doesn't want too because his sisters will get angry at him for not being here (don't ask) but my mom also really wants to go there for christmas too ( Read more... )

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Prince/Gorby Gorbachev/Little Gordy Fivey/The Pudge died. :(