going on myspace also, per request of Robert

[__angelfuck]

Sometimes I feel like the whole world hates me. Except for Amanda, I only feel she hates me when I call her numerous times and she doesn't answer. Somehow I always think she's mad at me, even when I didn't do anything to piss her off. I think I have problems with myself

Comments

[magdalenaangel]

fuck this stress, you don't need it. you have a fucking CHILD to worry about. i fully condone you bitch slapping anyone who doesn't understand that.
you should be worrying about taking care of yourself and your kid, not what any pussies think you should do for them. paying for rent and for a car and for food is stressful for me, and i don't have to worry about a relationship with the father of my child and prenatal health.

[testiclevein]

ive been tryin to chill with you guys for the LONGEST time now. i havent seen you guys since before i went into the hospital a month ago. thats a friggen MONTH. you guys know youre always welcome to come chill here (even though its kind of boring), it goes without saying, and you know if you ever needed something (even if it was just some gas money to help get bob to and from work) i have and always will be here. i dunno why but you guys drifted pretty far pretty fast. bob said you thought i wasnt your friend or whatever, but you know you cant get rid of me that easily. lol. i dunno, i used to call you all the time but lately i guess i havent as much. its straight though. you never need money to come chill, you know that, and whenever i offer something, you know i always say i wouldnt offer it if i didnt mean it. i love you kids, and your friends shouldnt be the things in life that stress you out that much.

<3justine

[stpdcupid7]

I don't know how we'll do it either. I've been so sick, working 9-15 hours a week kills me. I feel like I'm about to die/throw up after 2-3 hours. So we're living off his income, paying bills and no one understands. The guys there all use him because they don't feel like driving and he's a nice guy. Gas is hella expensive in Hawaii and we don't have the money, but do they help no. That and we've been waiting since May for a flipping house. I'm begining to hate base housing.

[__angelfuck]

well atleast someone is on my level. damn.

this shit is notttttt easy!!!

sounds like you're going through the same exact thing.

[whitebikertrash]

this is just a random drop off from LJ...had to comment about the having a kid and the "friends" screwing you over...granted this post is old news, I still felt the need to comment.

Long story short, your kid is the only long term constant...friends come and go and are easy to come by...the love and respect of your kids isn't as easy to come by.

Bitch-slapping is definitely approved.