did you know i love you?

i love you too.

i don't want to lose you.

you won't.

& we stayed like that.
in love.
at home.
safe.

it's hard pretending not to care.

when i really care a lot.

you stood there ( Read more... )

it's been running through my head
how messed up i am.
how horrible
conceited
arrogant
stubborn
bitchy
MEAN
confused
depressed
angry
i really am.WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME ( Read more... )

don't you just wish ( Read more... )

weird thing is ( Read more... )

"Friday you looked really drop dead beautiful. For some reason...you just stood out."

hey
i found you.

you're really good ( Read more... )

seriously ( Read more... )

so things still aren't as wonderful as they could be.
but
nonetheless
they have gotten better.

i guess it's just me being weird
& junk like that.
i think all i needed was some time with friends
& a little one-on-one with jonmichael.

seeing him always cheers me up a little.
okay.
kidding.
it cheers me up a lot.