Sadly people are gazing at my screen, i dont have a protector for others vision. I wish I had other things to attend to, like nicole. Sadly I had to leave her this morning, I love her so much, im always thinking about her. Thinking about how every time an emotion is accelerated by a song I feel her hands tugging at my side, I fall under the ( Read more... )

I wish things didnt have the affect they do sometimes, I seem to react very badly to certain things when in reality those things didnt affect me at all, but then in a situation when I am really affected I really get isolated. There is a lingering discontent when assumption shows semi-true. Im not happy that I dont have my license, Im not happy that ( Read more... )

dear joe,

i am thinking of you - as per usual - and i have come to several realizations [i stray from the word conclusion as there is no room for finality between us]. i must preface this narration of self-discovery with my own embittered revelation: my body has become a machine in the absence of my mental stability. i am, as you know, ( Read more... )

Im over at kelseys right now with an asinying keyboard.. shes the gnar, we are getting ready to go skate at the park, im so giving her lessons. Then we will work our way to waffle house at 845 to greet my wonderful girlfriend and eat wonderful splendid food. Completely random here but i am glad the things nicople wrote on my chest today didnt wear ( Read more... )

At this very moment an epiphany reduced from a seclusion where it was lost in oblivion of misunderstandings.. all i ever wanted was to understand and there has been such an excess of not understanding that ive become latent in my analyzations. I want the raw and brtal truth inmy face. I want it to feel like a rock smashed upon my cranium after a 30 ( Read more... )

i love you nicole.

so im still in love, god i love nicole. sorry this entry wont be too deep or heart felt all considering im sitting right next to nicole.. why m i typing. I landed a kickflip nose manual tonight.. or actually a flick flack nizmo as shane and i would call it through our new skate terminology ( Read more... )

Lastnight i went skating, a security gaurd tried to shine his flashlight in our eyes so we wouldnt think he was a security gaurd.. we knew he wasnt a cop.. retarded.. so shane flips a bitch after he kicks us out and shane shines his brights in the guys face for like 5 min, then we offer him chips then leave. Fun times ( Read more... )

Im at nicoles right now, laying in her bed beside her, we have her new comforter and its so god damned comfortable. She quotes "my face hurts", i wish i could make it better :/. I love her so much.. Her and recently went through a rough time but we've pulled out soothely, when in realityI actually just think I was confused and taking her along. ( Read more... )

Today has went fine.. i feel really uncomfortable now though because lately ive stayed void of the internet and such things because i have a tendancy to get personal and i dont like everyone knowing about me in some ways, especially those i dont know.. or maybe just the way its gone about and said. Some things i do i may fuck up, im not sure they ( Read more... )