Every now & then, I get into these sort of moods where all I can do is think about the past & miss it horribly, to the point where it makes me feel ill. I'm in one of those sorts of moods again.

It doesn't help that I've been more prone to them since dealing with all this health bullshit. I keep thinking about how I used to be. How I used to not ( Read more... )

So it's been an eventful few weeks/near month since I updated.

The day after I last updated, I saw Hans Zimmer. Luckily I ended up not really hurting too much after that. The most exerting thing I did was wander around WNDR with Kyle, which was actually a lot of fun. It was my first time visiting an interactive art experience, & while it's no Meow ( Read more... )

Today just feels quite strange. I can't really put a finger on how or why. I've just spent the day almost entirely in bed, too sore to do anything. Yesterday was another high pain day, & today isn't much better. I feel weak & fatigued from it, which is concerning because I'm supposed to be wandering around Boston tomorrow & attending a concert ( Read more... )

I thought I'd jot down a quick update while my phone charges & I check out some new tunes that Eric Couture recommended to me. I had told him I was growing curious about Sleep Token, having liked 2 songs that I've been hearing all over TikTok lately, so he sent some recommendations. He also sent a couple songs from Gojira & Spiritbox as well since ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I've updated, & the site finally forced me to use a new site layout. I lost the old layout that I was able to revert to ages ago that was just like what I had in school. Oh well.

So since I haven't updated since mid-January, I guess I have a lot to update on. It's been quite the year so far. Some good, some bad.

Some ( Read more... )

Well, I did this little quiz thing on this day 20 years ago, when I first made this Livejournal. I thought it would be interesting to redo it, & see how much the answers changed. (Some of my old answers were very cringe, since I was a silly 16 year old high schooler)

Anyway, I'll just paste it here:

>Do you have a crush: I suppose you could say that ( Read more... )

I got an email today telling me that I had a virtual gift here on LiveJournal, because 20 years ago today, I made this journal.

I just peeped my very first entry, & I had remarked about how this journal looked so tacky & that I wish I knew how to change the background & stuff. I later figured it out, but the background is now gone & I never bothered ( Read more... )

I feel like we had been strangely fortunate with the weather so far. All we've had is rain, no snow. Even when we had that rain storm a few weeks ago or so, it was sheer luck that was rain & not snow, as it rained SO hard & caused all sorts of flooding in the area. I can't even imagine what that would've been like had it been snow.

Sadly, that luck ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again. Somehow 2023 flew by SO fast, which is a shock to me considering all the health-related things I had going on this year. I waited impatiently for summer, & summer came... And went so quickly. Fall cruised on through in what felt like a blink of an eye, & now Christmas has come & gone & in a handful of hours, the new ( Read more... )

And the update is... Well... There isn't really an update.

I've had several more doctors appointments, more labwork, all kinds of fun stuff. All that's come out of it is advice to just take an immodium on the days when my now-officially diagnosed IBS acts up. As for the aches, the doctor was stumped & we ended up at a very likely possibility (and ( Read more... )