wowwww i'm posting a livejournal entry?! haven't done this in months. so much has changed but at the same time.. so much is the same. so i made a huge huge mistake last weekend and let's just say it just really put things into perspective for me. my mom is moving before christmas, to north carolina, and right now.. i'm seriously considering moving ( Read more... )

so yeah.. i haven't updated in a while and i figured i might as well. i'm not really doing much. just sitting here singing rilo kiley on the top of my lungs since no one is home :] idk. i'm alright.

It's funny when so months seem to fly by, but things don't really change.. they kind of shift into another direction, but never really change entirely. I guess things take time, time heals all, bla bla bla. I don't know, it's just amusing how someone can deny something, just to have it come back full force. oh sighhhhhhhhhhh. life is funny

i am so extremely confused ( Read more... )

i am so extremely confused
i'm so in love but at the same time i know what i deserve and it's not that

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AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOT HAPPY AT FUCKING ALL.

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I don't get why I do this ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Life is alright
Keeps throwin me curve balls tho and I'm kinda over that
I owe some bitch $1700 for that accident I got in.. even tho I only dented her bumper. Whatever, fuck it. I will never have a car at the rate I'm going now.
I know that I love Ed a lot though.

okay so remember that bad feeling? i think it was pretty accurate. tuesday some bad things went down.. like really bad. ed and i fought so hardcore about some serious shit. i think that was the worst fight we've ever been in.. or at least that's the angriest i've ever been with him.. but it's all better now.. we're perfectly perfect, and perfectly ( Read more... )