I'm kinda drunk. And I wonder ( Read more... )

So North Carolina is cold. I have a job working at... Wendy's. Ick. But I've been told by locals that getting a decent paying job is hard to find. So that'd do for now - Income is income.

I still don't know what I'm going to do about those outstanding hospital bills.

And right now... I really wish I had some beans.

Ah, Thanksgiving. And my birthday. And then, in a month, Christmas. Followed by zee New Year ( Read more... )

I'm in the middle of collecting up my monthly expenses to send into a bill collecter who might grant me a bit of financial break from my past-due bill, and I found this lined piece of paper mixed in with all the bills... I must have written it shortly after Blake's death ( Read more... )

The past couple weeks have been very hard, emotionally and physically. I spent about a week and a half in the hospital at the end of May... first, because of unexplained fevers... and then back again a day later due to other complications regarding my pregnancy, which ultimately ended up in the death of my baby ( Read more... )

On Thursday, I was admitted into an ER due to severe abdominal pain and a super high temperature. I'm still sittin' here in a hospital, in the birthing sweet, thanking the powers that be because for the first day, I haven't had a fever spike ( Read more... )

Watched this from a link in the great muskrat_john's journal (for those of you who don't know, he's a comic artist/writer) and it made me laugh so hard, I had to post it here:

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The thing I love best is that the republican did it to himself. *snicker ( Read more... )

If my baby comes on its expected due date, five months from today, I will be holding my new-born child in my arms ( Read more... )

I had my first real OB/GYN appointment today, and left feeling very angry. I really dislike Dr. Sargent. He told me the book I was reading that was suggested to me by my regular physician was useless, said that getting my own device so I can listen to my baby's heartbeat at home was useless - Which it SO isn't - It can help ease a worried mind ( Read more... )

Things with that jew seem to be slowly improving... although, I have been feeling more suspicious the last couple days. Maybe it has something to do with the brownie he gave me? I dunno ( Read more... )