i love you ericka and i want you back SO FUCKING BAD

i am being really slow with updating my journal, this sucks man. not alot has been happening, i guess moping around feeling sorry for myself and missing someone isnt getting me too far. too bad. if that got you anywhere, i would be a million miles away right now. shows have been slacking, i think the band is slowly falling apart, i know we will all ( Read more... )

We had three shows yesterday, which was tiring, it's really hard to watch a baby, and sing and deal with tons of girls who are in love with us, and alot of punks who keep saying we are 'emo'. yes, believe me, it is hard ( Read more... )

Dude, or dudes, i played a show today and i hated it, i didn't have fun at all which is weird, maybe because i had so much on my mind and i just could not think about having fun at the show. Sierrah i stalking alot now which is also weird, to like walk around the house and hear talking, that isn;t coming from myself, is very strange i am used to ( Read more... )

I made myself a new journal because the pasword on my other was lost and i could not get it back. I have been in Louisiana for about 2 months now, weird that I have spent no time with the love of my life, Ericka, I see her as being happy with who she has, and I do not want to mess that up, so I have been spending alot of time with her friend, ( Read more... )