for those of you how dont know yet. I got a new name.. _sweet_lil_ash . You gotta comment to be added though. its friends only.

mann.. i dont even know wtf's going on with me. Im so confused and soo fuckin upset right now. Im going through soo much shit. Ive been upset and crying ever since i woke up. I had a horrible fucking dream last night ( Read more... )

hey luvlys. im thinking about making a new name.. that way u know only a couple ppl know it and i dont have to expose myself to ppl i dont want to know my business. then they talk shit<3 dont you love that ( Read more... )

heyy,.. shits been goin on lately.. alotta confusion on what i want right now. Like idk im soo confused. I wanna be single and shit but then again i want someone to care you know. I know that sounds selfish but i do. Im sick of bein alone. I wanna settle down and find someone i wanna be with you know. I thought i had but he was an asshole. And the ( Read more... )

heyy,, been a lil bit since i updated.. heres whats been goin on ( Read more... )

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hey every1. shit here. drunk offa my asss. talkin 2 this guy named matt tourner. on the computer. nd this other person. and brittney. seen hott zack today. ughhhhhh damnn fuckable. damn str8!! soo hott...yumm... then seen joey today.. he was lookin mighty yummy too. but i held myself back..even tho i wanted to... i did. but i was good! ok? ok! then ( Read more... )

mother fucker!! why am i so stupid?? went over joeys today.. just to hang out nd cuz he told me he had to talk to me. So im sitting there with Joleen nd him watching tv..sitting next to joleen on the couch.. he went in the kitchen nd i was just sitting there with joleen nd then outta no where here he comes totally took me off guard from the side nd ( Read more... )

im going threw a really tough time right now.. got ALOT of shit going on inside my head.. none to help any that my dad came home with another womans perfume on him last night. then ate dinner and left for like another 3 hours... i dont even know what to think anymore... i havent told anyone about that yet.. but i put it in here... well im missin ( Read more... )

you know what fuck u guys then Lol. no not lol. thats fucked up. oh well. Been talkin to matt alot lately. thats cool i missed talkin to him. he is a great guy i dont give a fuck what none of ya'll say. We might hang out tomarrow. :).

Nd cait call me when u can. PLz <33

well im out.

<33 ash