well not much goin on. went over britts sisters for lil bit. we was gunna go over joeys and hang out but buncha shit screwed up so we didnt nd she ended up going home. that kinda sux cuz i walked all the way over there in the cold by myself. nd i wanted to hang out w/her but oh well. we're supposed to hang out next weekend ( Read more... )

hello every1.. well not too much exciting shit has been happening lately and i dont really got too much to say. seen joey a couple times this week. makes me feel good<3 idk i think i need to move on and be with someone else. but im not attracted to any guys. at all except joey, and when i seen him he looked like nothing was bothering him. I wanna ( Read more... )

yeah well im up at the school today. getting all my shit and turning in all my shit..ect... i dont know where to go to drop.. i gotta know for sure that im doing it tho. cuz once i do it its final untill january. so. idk... that chris kid and my cousin is coming and getting me after school. its johns bday so we;re gunna go smoke a bday blunt...lol ( Read more... )

well.. tried to move on and date someone else... not workin for me. im still too in love with joey. More then i thought. It just didnt feel right. it felt like i was doing something wrong. I wanna go see him. i wanna see how hes doing. nd what hes been up 2. I feel bad cuz that chris guy really liked me i guess. thats what he told my brother and my ( Read more... )

hey hey wut up. Shit here just sittin in the library. this is prolly my last day in here at this school then ima be goin to asher next semester. Hopefully anyways, ma and dad said something about if im out then im out theres really no point in saying your gunna go back if your not. that what they keep tellin me. ya sat up all night last night till ( Read more... )

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yeah got woke up to chris callin me on the phone.. joleen nd eric broke up. that sux. went to chris lands house for his band and the imp villains show.. it was bad ass! Got into the mosh pit. that was sweet as hell. Hurt my elbow tho. some one made me slam into one of the pole things on the wall in chris' basement. got a bruise and shit. it was ( Read more... )

heyy.. got to c joey for a few mins yesterday<3!I missed him soo much! i was tellin joleen all day we gotta go over there we gotta go i miss him hardcore. Just to see how hes doing and you know how life is for him right now. And wuts going on in his head. I guess hes feeling like shit and that he really misses me. It makes me so happy bcuz i miss ( Read more... )

fuck man this sux... i was really wanting those pills today,,,,fuckkkk! his dude never called him back.. hes waiting on him to call him back.. i want to do it today tho so idk.. i dnt wanna wait,, i cant be sober right now.. im hurtin wayy too much. daaammnnn man,, this sux! I nneeddd those pills!!