hopefully rollin today.. seen and hung out with jorome for a bit yesterday. I got all upset and i didnt wanna stay over at joeys so i left. but i hung out with him.. Jay rode by like 5 times Lol! i think he was jealous joleen...lol but today im sposed to be gettin some pills nd roll... im supposed to get andrew to roll for the first time today,, ( Read more... )

wow everything is diging deeper and deeper.. and hurting more and more... Somebody kill me plzz!

why does it hurt so bad.. why does he have me where i cant move on or i cant think of anyone else But him. why cant i ignore these feelings.. cuz you know nothing is gunna happen. and if it does ima just get hurt even more cuz i Cant say no. I am so in love with this guy.. idk what to do. I dont know. i dont know. I wish it was as easy as every1 ( Read more... )

mother fucker! why cant anything fucking go right? i start fuckin fallin for him again i fuckin open up to him i give him everything ive got to make things work, i do shit for him. I dont know where i fucked up or how i fucked up. i guess im not supposed to be happy. I guess im not meant to be with anyone. That pisses me off.. and u know who hes ( Read more... )

i forgot to tell you guys how fucked up i was last night.,.. i was over joeys and i was drinking and everything as usual. well.... i got drunk offa my ass and i smoked a couple times... once with my ma and once with eric and them. So i was high as fuck and i was drunk cuz i drank. So i was reeeallllly fucked up. I aint never been that fucked up ( Read more... )

<3333333333333333 I LOVE JOSEPH RICHARD CHAPMAN!!! <3333333333333 ( Read more... )

welll a couple of my teachers called my ma and dad yesterday telling them that im about to get kicked outta school for all my absenses... so i told them im just gunna drop out. which is what im gunna do. Im gunna drop out for this semester and then go to asher next semester. but get this they are making me get a job and pay rent now too. So today i ( Read more... )

heyyy....sittin here in the library watching my soaps.. joey let me wear his jacket home last night cuz it was soooo cold out.<3. Went to go get my hair done and all the places are bitches.!! so ima go get it done this weekend...me nd britt and candy and jade are gunna hang out saturday i guess...lol. thats what brittney was telling me today.. so ( Read more... )

well yesterday was a much better day i guess.. besides the fact that caits makin a big deal outta me talkin to her.. but i guess i was just bitchin. i dont even care anymore.. if shes wantin to be pissed off and bitch about it let her ( Read more... )

well today was a reeeeeeeeaaaaaallyyy fucked up day.. i was all upset and cryin and pissed off at everything and everyone. snappin on everyone.. sept like meli and erica lol. the real bill is like 26!! right? yeah but me and my ma got into a big ass fight. I failed my road test AGAIN.. fuckin nasty bitch! then i get online and i had a major mood ( Read more... )