Best news ever I'm so thrilled, our lives together will change for the good, it truly pertains to me because he is part of me. He has a profession, it's a whale of a deal, very huge. I feel an emptiness has been filled, he has morale and ambition which boosts both of our self-esteem. When he's in a big blue funk, so am I, so this change has induced ( Read more... )

I may have lost another friend, I should not be so depressed as I'm sure I knew this was coming. The decision to take a person out of my circle of friends in the recent past has cost me to be taken out of another's. I don't want this to happen, it's going to hurt, it already does. He's accusing me of having feelings for him when the only connection ( Read more... )

Carlos and I have made a pact and pinky promised to stop smoking pot until he finds a job. The reason why I'm stopping is because I need to save my money and I need to get back in shape, since I've been smoking I've been so lazy and I've gained like ten pounds. We were on cid the other night and he started to open up to me about his depression and ( Read more... )

Lately some things have been sucking a little, as many people know ( I mean nobody) I am an optimistic person so life never really sucks for me, only certain micro-chapters of my life sucks. Sarah (old roomie) has moved out, on a late notice. So I'm on my won to find someone to move in. So far, no luck. I've managed to get her to pay for July so I ( Read more... )

It's that time again, when I notice how extremely lazy I can be. I don't like it, but I get too lazy to do anything about it. I need to start getting up earlier, I won't have to rush to wake up and get ready for work. I'll start off slowly. I'm also interested in yoga, I'm not spiritual in any way, but I know that I have bad posture, and hardly any ( Read more... )

Wow, this is interesting, how did I even manage to have any memory of livejournal in my brain? It feels nice to express my thoughts on a digitally analyzed page, ha ha. So since my last entry I think I was still in high school. How weird, I feel like that just passed by, I honestly don't remember that much from it, it's nice to be able to read my ( Read more... )

 this journal has come and gone, i feel like i always have to come back and read the remains of it. i remember reading it after almost a year and realizing how much my mind has matured. i feel like i've achieved a lot in my life, i'm getting to the point where i know what i want and how to get there, i was always so clueless always caught up in the ( Read more... )

i thought lakeland regional was bad, university community hospital is horrible. I'm never letting my mother step foot in that place again. i waited with her for about 5 hours and she made me go home so i can finish my homework. everyone there seemed nuts, there was an old guy who'd been waiting for 10 hours. those people don't care about anyone ( Read more... )

she abondoned her father on her birthday when he was always there for her on that day since the first ( Read more... )

This thought just came to my mind, i never thought about it before. How we seem to do the same thing everyday. I don’t know if there is anyone in the world who doesn’t have some type of routine. Like i leave my room, my apartment, to go to work. And after about 8 hours of working, I come back home, and everything is still there. I can recognize if ( Read more... )