“he was right. there’s just too much baggage between us.”

“that is a cop out.”

“no, it isn’t.”

“it totally is. everyone has baggage that they bring into a relationship. you two just weren’t right for each other.”

“how do you know?”

“because when someone’s really right for you, you make room.”

the whole point of using my livejournal again is to work out whatever shit is going on inside my head. like, if i write or hit record, maybe i’ll be able to get to the root of whatever is bothering me. but i find myself being purposely evasive and borderline cryptic. i don’t know why. i’d like to think that i don’t give a fuck about how others ( Read more... )

im watching this show called Dead To Me. it’s not what i thought it would be, based on the trailer. it’s personally upsetting for me for a couple of reasons. and it makes me cry. i don’t like it. (the crying, i mean. the show is good). i’ve sort of developed a habit over the last six months of avoiding anything that makes me emotional because it’s ( Read more... )

je dois pratiquer les langues que j'ai apprises, mais c’est difficile parce qu'il n'y a pas des personne qui je peux practiquer avec. écrire et taper n'est pas suffisant, mais c'est tout ce que je peux faire maintenant. peut-être je devrais concentrer sur un seul au lieu de quatre. j'ai commencé un nouveau hier soir. c’est un peu stupide. *shrugs* ( Read more... )

remember when i said i think its stupid that netflix keeps making shows about stuff or people that have already been covered a million times already? like ted bundy. i understand the fascination because i have always been interested in true crime. BUT because i've always been interested in true crime, i know that there are plenty of books and ( Read more... )

i dont know if i want to permanently delete any accounts, but anytime i have to go dark on social media, i thoroughly enjoy it ( Read more... )

i....im genuinely speechless over the fact that Tucker Carlson has rendered me speechless. he’s a total moron with no backbone and not one ounce of credibility. and yet im still stunned (in a humourous way) after watching an interview that Fox decided not to air. how is this possible? hmmm. i think im gonna watch it again ( Read more... )

well this feels strange. i had to reset my password because it had been oh so long since my last post. and definitely a long time since i had last logged in. at least a decade! or so i thought..... so imagine my surprise, seeing that i wrote an entry just under two years ago. i have zero recollection of doing that. i guess my memory isnt quite as ( Read more... )

hmm. im here again. who would have fucking thought i'd ever write another post? especially since my last post was about nine and a half years ago, AND i wrote that i should delete my account. im kind of glad that i didnt. i thought about creating a new account, and do away with __supervixen__. you know, like "different me should have a different ( Read more... )

my heart is aching.

i think im going to delete my lj account. i hardly ever use it. and nobody really reads it anymore.